while  Im stuck in this place, im gonna have as  much fun as I can... while Im stuck in this place, im gonna play as hard as I can. you know why? because those two...they inspire me. because that actually have it. they have that love. you know that kind...it's the kind of love that just makes you go awww. and they have it. so i know its real.

so while i wait im just gonna sing from my heart, dream from my soul, smile to the stars, and love like i'll never let go, because when you think about it, it takes no more time to see the good side of life than to see the bad.

sometimes,even when im having the time of my life, i cant help but to stop & think about how much i miss the old times. is that bad? i mean i guess there`s always gonna be those two people in your life that you'll never forget; your first love.. & the first to break your heart. so is it bad if il remember you as both? lol.

YYY

but you know what? after all this we still have this unspoken connection.
we see each other, lock eyes, smile that one certain smile that means nothing
to anyone else, but the world to us. and evrything can still be right even though its all wrong. 

So this is how it is to be alone, your heart beats like it's cracked and made of stone, but whenever someone asks just say there's nothing wrong.  i dont like this feeling, but i can live with it for now. and surprisingly, im happy. just happy.

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they say im too young to know what they mean, but maybe they're too old to remember what i mean. i mean i just cant help it...when i love someone, i can't stop...no matter how much it's tearing me up. and i try to tell myself that i may fail many times, but i become a failure only when i begin to blame someone else. but...but.. to think I might not see those eyes, makes it so hard not to cry.

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